Had to fight back the feeling.
Not sure if we all do this. But sometimes we are afraid of success. I'm looking at the progress of my YouTube channel. New high for daily views on Christmas day 2019. Lots of new subscribers. Lots of fresh ideas for upcoming videos. But I had to fight back this fear of "what happens if this really takes off?" Yeah I know my channel is not that big by most any standards. But I have worked hard on it and have had some sense of success. But the uncertainty or unknown factors into this fear. If I start getting lots of interaction, will I be able to respond? Will this just spiral out of control? Can I get help doing this? It is just fear born of uncertainty. But fear can be a powerful demotivator. Do people give up because of this kind of fear? It seems silly. But the human condition so so diverse, I imagine it is possible that this happens to people. I have checked myself. I'm not going to stop here over this. I need to see what happens next.